My Obiter Dictum..

Good Day

I know i haven't been updating but seriously, how many people visit this place?
Been up to serious no good.

I'm starting to get stressed. Mid semester exams are just round the corner with accounts coming around on friday itself. I like to think myself as prepared but somehow rather it's always bothered me that even though my confidence is seriously on a high it doesn't get reflected in my results. An example of tht? SAM finals, ESL was just a mere case of over confidence the rest was just the same old story.

But i'll break the duck. This year will be turning point for me. I really have to get my act together and start putting up somce good results. University life is probably my last chance to get some good grades. I admit i'm not one to churn them out on a consistent basis let alone understand fast enough. But i'm motivated to really work hard now. So i'm just trying to not let this whole fire die out. Should really put an end to those Asia Club visits. it's really depleting my cash balance faster then expected. But then again, i'm really seeing the joy of pool. and for that I Thank Phuah and Danker, for everything else related to tht.... *&^%@#!

Anyways, in case you haven't already heard 'What A Name' is Metropolitan College's representative in the LG Campus Challenge!

To clue you in on things, What A Name is made up of 3 members. Me, Sean, and Tim. Both of whom have their pictures plastered in here on the earlier post. But anyways, meet team What A Name:

Er... No those aren't real. we kinda took out all the tobacco in them when Tim decided to stop smoking. Decided to help him and so..we just emptied the em' out. didn't work..he's back at it.

Anyways, i'm not gonna elaborate about the competition. You can just visit www.danker87.blogspot.com for that. If you want an in-depth look at it. Just ask us=)

Or, you can just wait till you see What A Name on 8TV when the actual Campus Challenge Kicks off. Our escapades on metro grounds didn't go unrewarded mind you.. A goodie bag with a wind breaker in it( which i find rather... not too nice) and the main thing a brand new:

Seriously, i've never won anything like that before in my life let alone win a competition of such scale. So it's really been great for me.

Now to update. The past few days have been nothin short of mundane. It's the same story day in day out. But for some reason i still do find the joys in just getting up and going to college. In a sense it makes me feel alive that yes, i still have a life that is mine to enjoy. I'm beginning to wake up reality. Everything that seems to pass me contradicts my personal drive. I guess it's time i let up and let things take its course. My dad said somethin over the course of dinner yesterday which had a profound effect on me. It put all the thoughts i've been having about the life i want to lead and the life that will be my testimony into perspective.

I guess, Shu-Wen's worries are finally sinking in. All her worries abt me being the compulsive materialistic driven person that i am is really starting to hit me. Is it worth it?

I'll stop rambling about that for now. I don't think it makes the slightest sense.

Right now, i just miss Shu-Wen so much. I really miss her just being my side. Although we hear from each other almost daily thru the internet or phone, it's just not the same when that someone special isn't there next to you physically to share your ups and downs and any random thought along the way.

Have a nice day everyone.