'...She left on a jet plane'

After months of inactivity, i'm back to update my blog. To rescue it from its almost deplorable state. I must admit the longer i procrastinated the harder it was to get going again on my blog. The purpose this blog was even created was to ensure Shu-Wen had somewhere to go where she'd almost be able to meet me or well part of me which i put into writting. Now tht she's gone i feel it's only right that i set this thing chugging along.


I'll have to admit the pass few days haven't been the best of days for me. Interestingly, it hasn't had much to do with Shu-Wen not being by my side. But it does aggravate the whole thing since i no longer have a caring and willing listener anymore. I used to relate almost anything i felt to her most of the time in the car. Which pains me to a certain extent that my car will be sold at the end of the year. It's had so much memories inside. All the things transpired between us, from our somewhat varied views on the lives we want to the varied views of the life people should have will I always treasure. But give the car a break, it's had it's fair share of flak when our rather civil discussion triggers emotions and the tears and frustration that follows is taken out on my poor car.


Why am i talking abt my car?




*slaps head


i miss her, ...I wished she was here now so i could pour out what i'm feeling right now. I guess you never really cherish as much something until you've lost it. But for me, although she now resides on another continent i still fail terribly to express myself fully when we speak on the phone.. Which often leaves me frustrated. But i guess, i'm more of the 'speak to the face' kinda guy.

This is turning into a tragedy. I'm going no where with this and i'm not sure if sense exist in the above. But Shu-Wen, if you're reading this...

I Miss You...