splity

For some obscure reason, i find myself sitting here at ungodly hours such as this in front of my laptop surfing the internet and...


(I bet you'd say porn and this juncture...)


staring at Facebook or blogs.


I'l just flick throught peoples profile /blog pages and read about other people's much more interesting life and their accomplishments.

And to be as honest i could, i'd have to say a tinge.. alright a huge dose of envy fills me everytime and i think why don't i lead such an interesting life or maybe why am i not a rockstar? Okay, the last point should be burnt.

But really, i don't know why.

I really shouldn't think that way, after all it is I who choose.

Sometimes i think i'm pushing myself too far too fast then i realise that i've actually accomplished next to nothing as compared to so many other people around my age.

So then, i ask myself if i should cut back and loosen up. But that too brings me to another predicament of not being able to be much of the life of a party. Some people just have an ability to attract people to them just as well... as... flies to people in summer.













The grass is always greener on the other side.

..But what happens if you're almost on the fence?